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Today, my hand delivered girl (mini schnauzer) died from a complications of seizure & bad weather (haze) . She was found weak and pale. Once notice, we decided to rush her to the vet. Upon reaching our vehicle, she throw up alot and start to tremble and become weaker.

Along the journey, i hug her close to me & i silently pray that she will be alright. Hoping for anther miracle...

I reach the clinic and rushed her in straight to the vet. After some observations, the vet advised me to put her pain to the end & let her go to a peaceful place...

i cried & couldnt believe my ears... How can my puppy jus come and make me happy and give me joy & jus going to leave in a hurry...

i begged the vet to help me find treatment availble to keep her alive..But all i have an answer was:" End her misery.. Let her sufferings end here..." The vet says even if treatment is given, its going to be a risk as it have difficulty recovering...

i plucked all my courage and reluctantly nodded my head after long consideration... i give her the last hug and cried... i could not save her...

Just as the vet push the needle, she struggle and the vaccination could not be given due to some air stuck inside... She had a loud whine and long struggle jus as the needle pokes her... Something tells me she wants to fight on... i wan to call for a stop & beg the vet to give her another chance, but i knew i wont ... Cos the vet had repeatedly advised me to put her to sleep...

The vet change to another side for her vaccination and finally the liquid slowly reached to her vessels... she lay still and give me a last loving look... i wanted so much to hug her and tell her sorry.. i breed her yet i cant save her..

Her life was my plan and it was never meant to turn out this way... i wanted to go out with all my puppies and have gathering.. Now, she's going to miss all these...

The vet give her another dose... She lay still and not moving... i knew she was gone... it was so fast... i cant even grab her and feel her.. she's gone and i wont ever have her again... The vet say:" She have already passed away."

I hold her and cried.. i made the payment & i left... i left with a hole in me and i regreted being a breeder...

I love puppies and life being form... i choose to be a breeder to witness the love of a bitch to produce into a miracle that forms life... but it never cross my mind, "when there's life, there's death. Otherwise, life will not be regconise and be cherish and treasure.."

i pick myself up & tell myself... i have to learn to let go... minimize and learn wad n where did it when wrong... and improve on it...

Sorry baby!

~~~~~ In loving memory of ****** Camry Krystal ~~~~~

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